Just a Girl Lost 2

Just a girl lost~ Here I share bits & pieces of me, in poetry, prose, music & posts from writers who inspire me.


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Music and Me

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When I’m very sad

music doesn’t comfort me

I can’t get lost

in music

when I’ve lost my joy

When I’m in a pit of despair

with no way in and no way out

I become all numb

I am all types of sadness

Moans I can’t control

rise through my body

slithering

growing

scraping

poisons escaping

from my lips

snaking

smoking

I’m blown

into a cocoon

of nothingness

when I’m heartbroken

I want nothing

rescuing me

from the abyss

of darkness

protecting me

Feelings torture me

I bury them deep

in a quiet place

I pull the shades

I sit and stare

a desolate shell

In the dark

I don’t feel the claws

ripping my heart

It only stings a little

when I have the shadows

to hide

my pain and grief

There’s no comfort

to be found

in any song

or symphony

Music is my enemy

Music

the worst beautiful thing

is salt poured into

open wounds

Music

the worst beautiful thing

mocks me

as it reminds me

of all I’m not

no matter which song

my heart tries to sing

Music

the worst beautiful thing

only reminds me I’m beat

I’m unloved

only makes me wanna run

a stake straight thru

the euphoric singer’s heart

see,

That’s the Hate part

but

When Love comes

’round again

and

I feel wanted

by another human

and

I feel connected

to the universe

then

Music is the

most beautiful place

to be

Music

I seek out

hoping to feel closer

to my person

Losing myself in every piece

Music is the hand

I hold when

another’s hand holds me

I can lose myself

fearlessly

Secure in another’s

adoring heart

My feelings are free

I can sing out loud

at happy things

I can cry tears

of empathy

to the songs

I used to use

to get me thru

another crushed heart

from some boy I once

tried to love

I feel cleansed this time

instead of dead inside

Sadness without

the death of goodbye

Music

is my exquisite healing

Desires I thought forever lost

reborn thru another’s heart

just like the Love

no longer lost

between

Music and me

~

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©justagirllost2

*image~ Pretty love by Krzyzanowski

 

 

 


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This year I want to post some Halloween on the lightside.

I hope you enjoy and ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 ℍ𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕟!!! Jack-o-lantern Emoji (Twitter Version)

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*a repost in honor of Halloween

FLY 🌪

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Always remember, 

when one door

closes

another door

opens!

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So, get on that

broomstick

and

FLY, witch, fly!!

~

©justagirllost2

*http://theghostdiaries.com/old-mysterious-photos-of-witches/