Just a Girl Lost 2

Just a girl lost~ Here I share bits & pieces of me, in poetry, prose, music & posts from writers who inspire me.


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I want to taste

 

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I want to taste

your deepest everything

your laughter
your tears
your doubts
your fears

your pains
your dreams

your triumphs
your brokenness
your passion and fury
your gentle silences

your divine glory

your irreverence and eccentricities
your playfulness and sweetness
your dominant sensuality
your darkest primitive lusts and fantasies

your thoughtful and serious soul
your every side and facet

I want to be filled to overflowing
with every last drop of you

You,

only you

always you

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©justagirllost

*”Looking Up” – Malcolm T. Liepke (b. 1953), oil on canvas, 2014


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I Don’t Have All the Words

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I don’t hold

all the words,

but I wish I did

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I feel them screaming

beneath my skin

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Rememberings of me

before

I learned how

to

shut up

shut out

shut down

and

forget I existed

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That is the past

and

as God is my witness

it will hurt me never again

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©justagirllost2 

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*top image: Sergei Sviatchenko

*bottom image: Allison Rathan


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I Know You’ll Never Read Me

 

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I know you’ll never read me.

I know you’ll never follow me.

I’ve resigned myself to the sad fact that

you’ll never deign to favorite me,

or acknowledge my existence.

You’ll never lump me in the perused & bemused

tantalized sweetly, engaging your attention completely

category,  as you do all the rest, or the one or the two…

and, it’s ok.

I have my inner voices of affirmation

and delusions of grandeur

to keep me warm and cozy.

And who knows, maybe, just maybe

one day you shall take the plunge and see me,

really~ truly~ finally

 see me…

and if not

it’s ok

I will still always believe in me

I will always know I am worthy

I will always know that my existence

is what makes me Beautiful

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©justagirllost2 

*photo mine


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She’s Purple Haze & Mean Reds

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Some days

she’s all mean Reds

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She’s unmarked graves

of past regrets

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She’s Apple blossoms

not quite dead

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Just a purple haze

of a girl

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thoughts

swirling ’round and ’round

her dizzy head

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Love and Lust

and

words unsaid
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©justagirllost2~ Monique M.

*photo mine


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Just SMiLe! :)

“Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.”

Thich Nhat Hanh

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“Peace begins with a smile..”
Mother Teresa

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“Let us make one point, that we meet each other with a smile, when it is difficult to smile. Smile at each other, make time for each other in your family.”
Mother Teresa

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“What sunshine is to flowers, smiles are to humanity. These are but trifles, to be sure; but scattered along life’s pathway, the good they do is inconceivable.”
Joseph Addison

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“But, my God, it’s so beautiful when the boy smiles”
Anna Nalick

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©justagirllost2~ Monique