Deep beneath the thoughts
others read into you
dreams you forgot
They still live within You
You have all you need
To Be as you’re meant
To live without the within
they built for you
You are and always have been here
You are worth more, my dear
Every single bit of you withheld
without their blessing
Never useless or lesser
You are precious~perfect
You need not be measured
Just live ~ free to be… You
Happy Birthday, my beautiful Christy!
I still think of you, all the time, when I see a red cardinal fly by
I still pray for you, and your family, because family is and was the most important thing to you.
You always had love to share.
You truly cared for others and that’s a damn rare thing.
You cared, Christy.
You opened your arms and shussed us all in under your wings like an angel friend.
I know people aren’t Angels, but Christy, you were my angel whenever I needed.
You were always there for me.
You always had an uplifting thought, a kind word, a giddy laugh, a pat on the back,
an “Oh, hell! Nah, girl you’re better than that!”
You always saw the good in people, that’s a beautiful thing.
You were the one lifting others up as the dark ones pulled them down.
You were real, truth, goodness, integrity, honesty, gentility, class and sass.
You were earthy, fiery, hot and passionate.
You were gentle, soothing, soft, hugs and it’ll be ok, I’m here for you. That was you, C.
You just couldn’t understand how people could hurt one another, intentionally
and this message always stays with me, because, it’s you, C, it’s you, my beautiful @dusklightmemory …
‘Aww! Luvs’ you girl
Take care of yourself your kids need ya
Fuck everyone else
Single mothers are warrior angels in disguise…‘
So, Happy Birthday, Baby!
I’m so happy God brought you into this world!
You have touched and changed my life to infinity and I know we will meet again, and we’ll laugh and talk and hug and dance and sing and all will be LOVE, heavenly, we’ll all be together one happy family, across distance and time across horizons beyond what the eye can see.
I miss and love you, my Sweet Christy.
You’re in my prayers, my thoughts, my heart and always on my mind.
I love you, Sister I never had.
I love you, Christy, wildflower, moonchild,
beautiful angel, I love you, my soul sister my forever and ever friend.