Just a Girl Lost 2

Just a girl lost~ Here I share bits & pieces of me, in poetry, prose, music & posts from writers who inspire me.


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Alice Lost Again

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Poor Alice, you’ve always been more feline than female.

Always inquisitive, when awake, just like Dinah your cat.

A pretty pet, curiouser & curiouser, always wanting

to taste strange things & then wishing you’d listened to reason.

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Drinking poison & spewing nonsense,

until dizzy & spinning, ungrinning at the possibility

that impossibilities do not exist or happen as a fact.

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Such a pretty, bloody trainwreck

painting white roses red

with the guard of playing card men

in a whirl of confusions

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It wasn’t YOU, silly twit,

it’s isn’t YOU, nit nit wit

being adored

written about prettily for

~

If the shoes fits start wearing it

Not HER HIM or IT, it’s YOU YOU YOU

You’re the ONE always being ignored

Such an arrogant twit TWIT twit 

go away go away,  just

get used to being laughed at

just your sad sad silly love scorned…

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for the Queen of Hearts

is HIS tart sweet

lyrical muse

forevermore

~ the end

©justagirllost2 

*top image, Photo by Valentin Perrin

*bottom image, from Pinterest, trying to find the source


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It Hurts

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It hurts

to be invisible

It’s death

to not exist

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It hurts to be in shadows

unobserved, untouched,

unlived, unloved

It hurts more than

I care to admit

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It hurts to see things

see truths,

see words, see clues

figure out whose who

who still matters

old and new

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It hurts to be taunted

and tainted

by kindnesses paid to

poison pens

~

It hurts

to be alone

and afraid

Just me, just one

against the world

and those who hate

from without and within

my own home closes in

as wars rage against me,

but

I’ll never tell

them

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It hurts

holding it all in

because

it must be done,

because

it just is what it is

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It hurts to never cry

because

those tears

always, anyway

will simply

go unnoticed

unheld

unheard

dry away

like

every other day,

still…

it hurts

~

 

©justagirllost2  

 

*image~ painter’s arm
rebecca rebouche
treehouse, louisiana
november, 2012

In Vogue Italia.


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Deeper than skin

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My desire for you

runs deeper than skin

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My heart races and aches

to hear my name whispered

against my neck

bitten by your lips

in our darkest

consummations of bliss

over and over

and

over again

~

Only you

can assuage this agonizing,

all consuming ache

~

Only your touch

can ease my pain

~

Only your body

I long to taste

~

©justagirllost2

*Starlight (detail), Emile Vernon


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Our Own Eden

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He is the sweetest secret

in my heart

Our own Eden we own

two tethered in thought
never apart

Silk bound by steel

ties our two hearts

With reverence he inks
love notes upon my soul

His words priceless treasure

Within me they’re owned

untarnished like sugared gold

he comes within a rising sun

My body hums
in electric ache
I lie in shadows bold
insatiable
kissed awake
my naked desire
his to sate
his forever flame
I light his way

He is mine

I am his

Irretrievably and
completely bound

In each other

lost and found

~

©justagirllost2

*photo mine


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I Want…

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I want to sit

on your lap

I want to look

deep

into your eyes

past a lifetime

of lies

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I want to

see into

your

hidden places

I want to taste

your

heart and soul

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I want

to wrap

my thoughts

and

wrap my thighs

around

every

naked inch

of you

~

Your every desire

is my every wish

made flesh

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I want to hear

every single

naughty

nasty

dark fantasy

you want to

stroke on me

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I want all

your

deviant

debaucherous

secrets

spilled on me

~

Whisper

in my ear

oh so softly

how very

Very

Hard

you want

Me

Always

only Me

~

Every

Naked inch

Inside & Out

of Me

longs for

and

belongs

to you

~

©justagirllost2