I wrote this over a year ago also, perhaps two years ago. It was one of my first longer pieces and I have always loved it. I hope you do also.
Oh, by the way, my name isn’t Suza. I chose the name so that I could start an anonymous poetry account on Twitter. A friend had recommended I read the spy novel ‘Triple’, by Ken Follett. Suza was the lead female character from that book.
Such a very lovely and unique name for an alter ego, yet really me
Suza helped me uncover another side of me.
I AM Suza, I AM Niki and I AM Monique.
I AM real and never play games with the hearts of others.
Also, having kids there is a practical advantage of using the name Suza and also at the time I needed to be anonymous because I had a big Twitter unfan club of stalkers
I hope that makes sense?