Funny how having WiFi is easily ignored and taken for granted until it is doled out sporadically and ‘rationed’, so to speak.
Part of me is happy to have the decision taken out of my hands, and then suddenly there is an infernal itch to check EVERYTHING I’ve chosen to ignore.
EVERYTHING. Things pop into my head that MUST be deleted, edited, answered, written… Silly games call to me to HURRY HURRY the timer is running you fool!
The human mind, or perhaps only my human mind works in such obstinate ways.
I want what I can’t have and don’t want to have what I can.
Is it a twisted form of rebellion? Is it just flawed human nature? Is it my undisciplined mind trying to tell me something?
It seems to be a perverse, reverse psychology and the cosmos is laughing at me
*It’s how i feel on the inside when I’m dealing with social media/1st world problems… frickin’ confused