Just a Girl Lost 2

Just a girl lost~ Here I share bits & pieces of me, in poetry, prose, music & posts from writers who inspire me.

I want what I can’t have and don’t want to have what I can



Funny how having WiFi is easily ignored and taken for granted until it is doled out sporadically and ‘rationed’, so to speak.

Part of me is happy to have the decision taken out of my hands, and then suddenly there is an infernal itch to check EVERYTHING I’ve chosen to ignore.

EVERYTHING.  Things pop into my head that MUST be deleted, edited, answered, written… Silly games call to me to HURRY HURRY the timer is running you fool!

The human mind, or perhaps only my human mind works in such obstinate ways.

I want what I can’t have and don’t want to have what I can.

Is it a twisted form of rebellion?  Is it just flawed human nature?  Is it my undisciplined mind trying to tell me something?

It seems to be a perverse, reverse psychology and the cosmos is laughing at me





*photo mine

*It’s how i feel on the inside when I’m dealing with social media/1st world problems… frickin’ confused



Author: justagirllost2

Just a girl lost in some ways, found in others. Writing my thoughts, ideas, dreams, realities, pieces of me ~ not all pretty~ definitely real ~ I'm a mother with faith in God's divine providence. Belief that my mistakes and selfishness and chaotic past are a jumbled tapestry that in the end will be woven heavenly. That all is never what it seems. That good will always claim victory and there is a plan beyond what human eyes and our fallen natures can see. My three children are my miracles, my life, my blessings. They inspire me to be a better woman and human being. I hope that you and I share and learn from each other in the beauty and reality of life on this ever evolving journey. xo ~ This is a place without masks ~ without broken glass paths ~ This is a place to be free To be the me He created me to be ~ Just a girl lost XxX

11 thoughts on “I want what I can’t have and don’t want to have what I can

  1. You are cute & I absolutely loved it! What a wonderful read! 😄
    Happy to connect 💕
    Do check out my writings too, will appreciate your reviews 😇

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  2. I’m the same. I forever ignore emails and all kind of stuff because…I CANNOT be bothered…and then WIFI encounters problems and I have a meltdown because :”I have over 100 emails to check! Gaaaaahhh!” 😀

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  3. That is funny how something that didn’t exist that long ago is so essential to our lives. The internet, blogging, social media can be so addictive.

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  4. The mind has such a vast talk to dwell into, i like how you pointed out this matter. It happens to be one trait that tends to behave like an alarm on a snooze to our daily life occasions. Beautiful outline! Cheers buddy!

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    • I was always taught that the will is a muscle and without proper conditioning it has no strength. I will never be like those who have it ‘all together’. I like that metaphor. An alarm on snooze… so true. Thank you for reading me and your insightful, kind comments. I hope you have a wonderful day 🙂

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      • I tried to write a similar article on my blog, in fact my very first article in my site infers to this kinda battle between oneself, If you have some time you can check it out. I hope you will like it though it may seem quite lengthy. Enjoy the rest of your day 🙂

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      • I will definitely check it out. I am always interested in human nature and the human mind. I look forward to reading you. Thank you 🙂

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